friends..is that too much to ask for?

maybe i've said this too many times that it no longer carries any meaning or truth. i want to get over you..but it's just so hard..so hard..

people think its so easy, getting over somebody you love. having so many people of their affections, is that what love really is about? i really want to be one of those people, to be able to get back up on their feet.

4 years and im still not able to do that..it just scares me. what about the future? where there are so many more trials and obstacles..does that mean i'lle never stand up on my feet?

friends..is that too much to ask for? sometimes i just wish for 10% of the friendship you share with him..or just to be in his place for a day..

HOPELESS