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officially moved blog already. no longer in use. man, i gotta get rid of all the depressing posts..and forget about you..so here goes..

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cheerio

friday was a great day..we went to loh's house for bbq!! erm lets see who went..danial, alan, choon yik, faris, wandi, david, joshua chong, zhiying, ziying, sheryl, jeslina, shirley, liwen and michele.

we met at cck mrt at 3.10..i arrived at 3p.m. then zhi ying was already there..sheryl in lot 1 with ********* and shirley and co in west mall. earlier that day faris sms me, tell us not to be late coz he's the only one who noe where the place is, then if we late he will go without us. in the end he himself came late...(wandi, chong, danial and david followed loh first to get stuff)

then we wait till like 1530h, shirley also havent turn up. i went to look for her in lot 1. anywayz saw the vballers b boys in kfc. standard routine of grabbing food, then went back to the control station. wait another 10mins (everybody getting frustrated), then they appear..all in black. apparently was wandi's birthday, then coincidence they wear black. we went down to bengawan solo get a super black cake (chocolate banana..something like that la) for wandi, then we took a bus to loh's place. when we alighted, faris and me walked first, then the girls (with choon yik and alan) all walking so slowly. in the end we reached his house first, then the rest nowhere to be seen. we entered the condo, without the guard even asking, then somemore the main gate to the apartment also not locked..security sux there. anywayz after like 5 mins the girls came, with ziying's shoe broken. we waited for loh to arrive home, wait like 15mins then we call them. turned out wandi got lost in newton. HOW DO YOU GET LOST IN AN MRT STATION?!

faris and i got tired of waiting, then we decided to go for a swim first. we hid behind the doorway to the stairs, then we were contemplating if we should wear our briefs to swim, coz we forgot to bring extra. choon yik and alan came along, then we ask them to go out. funny scene sia, we were playing scissors paper stone to decide if we should wear our briefs, with choon yik and alan staring from outside. two guys playing scissors paper stone when they are changing?? sounded so gay sia. we decided to wait for loh and ask if he had extra..so we waited and waited and waited..

they finally came, we helped them carry the food out, then we dumped it on the bbq pit and went up. it was raining so we didnt care, anyway who would want to steal our food? we went up then when we entered shirley got so scared. she got phobia of animals, then loh had a small cat in the house, so we kept teasing shirley. funny man.

wandi, faris, danial, chong, david and me entered a room to change to our swimming gear. we bolted the door, but changing halfway we realised never close windows. faris went to the window and started shaking his butt. super hilarious, then everyone started laughing. it must have sounded crazy outside. laughter from 6 guys together in a room changing. we went down to the pool, then started playing the fool. we shouted for loh to throw a ball down to us, then he threw something else - a runbber ducky. we were like what the.. anywayz we made do and played we a super small rubber ducky as a ball..swimmed for about an hour then the girls, choon yik, alan and loh came down and started preparing the food. most of the girls never bring extar clothes, so they never go swimming with us. we were playing, then we all went up, started grabbing wandi. while swining him we sang happy birthday and flung him in the pool!! ..funny man, all the girls laughing. we bbq till quite late in the night, with chong and me occasionally jumpig in the pool for a dip. nothing much happened then.

the bbq aftermath was the highlight. 5 crazy guys started carrying people and throwing them in the pool. first was shirley. she was sitting at the edge of the pool. chong crept behind her and pushed her in!! we all jumped down and started to submerge her in the water till she was entirely drenched. we targeted zhiying next, she very strong sia, 4 of us pull her in the water she also wont budge..must be her body mass. we succeeded anywayz then we pushed sheryl down. she never struggle, then also never tell us her phone in her pocket, so down she went with her phone. hope her phone never spoil. we proceeded to push jeslina and ziying in..and even choon yik!! then alan so adamant about not going in the water. he was sitting on a chair at the edge of the pool. choon yik went behind alan and pushed him in the pool!! imagine the scenario, 6 fully clothed people and 4 semi-naked guys in the pool swimming. wait till i get the pics (and hopefully videos) from someone then i will post on my blog. we flung wandi in the second time the jack arrived. he got so scared he hurridley went to change then we pushed him in the pool as well. liwen, michele and shirley went up to change into dry clothing and get wandi's birthday cake..we were all wondering if we should push them down. luckily they smart, stay far away from the pool, so we had no chance. we also wanted to push loh down, but then he kept on carrying his camera, didnt put down at all. he must have known what we were about to do..

super fun night sia, we packed up, watched peter crouch miss his penalty against jamaica, played winning eleven...end of year must organise another visit..including stay-over..

to all the 4P2 peeps, those who didnt go, you guys really missed out on a lot..it was truely a wonderful wonderful night..

friends..is that too much to ask for?

so many things to say to you, all bottled up inside..how long before its too much for me to handle? you seem pretty much contented with life as it is, and i dont want to ruin it for you..

love. who can comprehend the full meaning of it?

khesi u cyfi ayo

friends..is that too much to ask for?

maybe i've said this too many times that it no longer carries any meaning or truth. i want to get over you..but it's just so hard..so hard..

people think its so easy, getting over somebody you love. having so many people of their affections, is that what love really is about? i really want to be one of those people, to be able to get back up on their feet.

4 years and im still not able to do that..it just scares me. what about the future? where there are so many more trials and obstacles..does that mean i'lle never stand up on my feet?

friends..is that too much to ask for? sometimes i just wish for 10% of the friendship you share with him..or just to be in his place for a day..

HOPELESS

u just have no idea..

everyday i want to be able to talk to you, but it just seems impossible. to be able to interact with you, engage in conversation. friends surround you, people who care about, i just dont have a place there. everytime i wanna talk to you, you seem to disappear among the crowd, always with others. i can never catch you alone..

he's always there, making fun of me. trying to disturb me with his friendship with you. to him its a joke, to me its more than just a joke. why cant we just be friends? the way we were when we were younger?

everytime i wonder, what did i do wrong? or was it what did i not do? to only be staring from a distance, see you perpetually with him, never having a chance to get to know you more. you always seem so critical, never having time just to talk. life always seems so hopeless..without you..

damaged, damned, dampened, danger, dark, darned, dead, deaf, DEATH, decayed, deciet, decimate, decry, DEFEATED, defiance, deficiency, defiled, deflated, deformed, defunct, degraded, dejected, deleted, delinquent, deluded, demarcated, DEMENTIA, demoralized, dense, denude, deny, departed, deplorable, depraved, DEPRESSED, deprived, derailed, deserted, desolate, desperate, DESPONDANT, destroyed, detached, died, differential, diffident, DILEMMA, dire, dirge, disability, disappear, disappointed, disapproved, disarray, discarded, discrepancy, discriminate, disfavoured, disillusioned, disintegrate, disjointed, dismissive, disorientated, disowned, disposed, dissipated, dissonance, divided, downfall, draconian, drained, drastic, dreadlock, drugged, drunk, dump, dyspeptic..

ME

INSTRUCTIONS.
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most important rule: have fun doing it.
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Gender: answer that yourself
1. bubbly and cheerful
2. likes cookies
3. and more cookies
4. enthusiastic
5. graceful
6. to be able to accept me for who i am
7. to be faithful always
8. love should not be restricted by the boundaries of qualities and character..it encompasses much much more.
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My first part is done.....
Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.Dont read the below questions before you write and tag 5 people to do this survey.
1. junjie
2. yongyao
3. jonathan ong
4. yanshuang
5. sheedy
6. jinzhe
7. grace (go figure which..haha)
8. zuokun
9. jonathan sim
10. danial
11. lingying
12. yiyao
13. zulhafiz
14. ummairah
15. stelle
16. shirley
17. jasmine
18. samuel
19. yongxiang
20. zhikai

How did you meet 14?
[ummairah]
erm last year? and to think i didnt even noe she was from 208?!

What would you do if you never met 1?
[junijie]
how would i noe what would i do..well we go to school and back home (DIFFERENT homes) together. a really good fren..though sometimes he just does what he wants to do..probably the person i noe best i guess.

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
[zhikai and jonathan sim]
is that possible? haha..each got their own ppl they like..sim and shawn..and well..someone likes zhikai rite?

Did you ever like 19?
[yong xiang]
whaddya think i am? gay?

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
[jinzhe and jasmine]
haha..quite good i suppose? except that gingerguy likes gingergal..and in zhe isnt really jasmine's type.

Describe 3.
[jonathan ong]
can i write an essay? welll this guy is practically obssessed with soccer...and girls. fantastic winning eleven and soccer player. he has a very positive attitude and pleasant diposition, last time always like the top few in class..this year grades not very good..but im very sure o level he can make it. very focused and controlled, though you DO NOT want to be anywhere near him when he gets angry. scary sia. oh yeah, and he's a jinx to me..play basketball, don noe how he always whack my finger..play soccer he kick de ball always hits me..and the list goes on..

Do you think 8 is attractive?
[zuokun]
ya very chio hor..but erm..i think ask wrong guy ba? anywayz he's the favourite person for me and yy to make fun of..haha

Tell me something about 7.
[grace]
no comments

Do you know any of 12's family?
[yiyao]
eh. nope? only his family in bpghs..which comprises mostly of girls..

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
[lingying]
eh? never gonna happen..someone who just kill me..and given the fact that he's my..(am i saying too much?)

What language does 15 speak?
[stelle]
...what stupid question is this arhs? she speaks 091040

Who is 9 going out with?
[jonathan sim]
hmmm that guy like me..very anti-social de..so how would i noe?

How old is 16 now?
[shirley]
well 16 is 16. 8 november if i not wrong.

When was the last time you talked to 13?
[zulhafiz]
talk? sheedy and me always let our fingers do the talking..haha

Who's 2 favourite band/singer?
[yongyao]
...hmmm..BoA? i don noe..everytime his iPod nano is plugged on, he's always listening to that band.

Would you date 7?
[grace]
...

Is 15 single?
[stelle]
im reallt lost..one minute got people say she going out ith someone..next minute she says she likes somone else..

What's 10's last name?
[danial]
erm..bin yeap jamal. he's half chinese half malay.

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
[lingying]
what the...refer to top can?

What school does 3 go to?
[jonathan ong]
the siao ta bor school.

Where does 6 live?
[jinzhe]
lol..he lives in a sewer in china, reeking of ginger stenches, he loves it rite?

Whats your favourite thing about 5?
[sheedy]
well, for one he's extremely hard-working..definitely a very postive influence to me. and he's a very good friend..same personality..quiet and diligent..in certain aspects at least i guess. protects his friend(s) (ok la..maybe only 1)..and well

Have you seen no.1 naked?
[junjie]
what if i said lots of times?! after 10 years of knowing each other you do suppose i have at camps and chalets rite? and im not the only one..haha

How did you meet 13?
[zulhafiz]
via sheedy.

What do you honestly think of 10?
[danial]
i don noe..good soccer player/goalkeeper. stands up for his friends and whenever he feels he is rite. though sometimes vulgar and loud-spoken, he stands up for what he believes in and isnt ashamed to do anything to justify his reasons.

Have you ever liked 3?
[jonathan ong]
yarh i have..as if!

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
[junjie]
well the only thing i would probably thinking is that we are short of one..3 people how to play? and i suppose his mother will be mourning for him so badly that i wont even dare to attend his funeral..

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
[yongyao and lingying]
haha..i don even think they noe each other exists..yongyao only has eyes for his neopet.

Do you think 12 is hot?
[yiyao]
haha..that ego guy will say he is..did someone just turn the temperature down?

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
[junjie and jasmine]
hmm..do they even noe each other? i think vance wil kill him first if he ever tries.

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
[ummairah]
haha..wrong person to ask rite..

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
[yanshuang]
HAHA! Never gonna happen!! she would probably be going out with xinhao (who is he??)..though she keeps denying with her "EEKKS!!"

Who is 8 going out with?
[zuokun]
JIAWEI!!!

Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
[sheedy and samuel]
haha doubt it..they don even noe each other.

Would you ever date 1?
[junjie]
haha...that guy would only date his mother.

What is 10's fantasy?
[danial]
eh? to be stripped naked and stared at by gawking girls? maybe jessica alba??

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
[ummairah and yongxiang]
hmmm anythings possible rite?

Would you make out with 13?
[zulhafiz]
NEVER!!!

Are 6 and 7 best friends?
[jinzhe and grace]
!!!! sso luck get this pairing? they are MORE than best friends la..maybe 6 would make out with 7..

Is 4 the sexiest bitch prettiest girl alive?
[yanshuang]
haha..i seriously don see the need to answer this question..though to qualify as the sexiest bitch prettiest girl you need to have big cute eyes rite?

Is 17 your ex?
[jasmine]
NO?!

Do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
[yiyao and samuel]
see myself as in? friends..definitely. other than that, nothing more between those two.
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People i wanna tag to do this and the previous quiz:
1. jinzhe
2. danial
3. yongyao
4. jasmine
5. grace
6. yiyao

There must be a start and an end..and well this is the end. I'm gonna throw all my games out of the window (figuratively)..though that really strong desire to play Kingdom Hearts II is still there..i officially hold all who reads this blog to be my witness. No more DotA, no more neopets..thats it for gaming.

I have really backslid a lot over these 4 years in BPGHS..from a below 100 level ranking to a 200+ ranking. I really don't know what i'm doing with my life..straight A's in primary school and even secondary 1..to constant C5's for my results. I really need to pull up my socks already..it's not that i can't do it..i know i can..i just need that little effort.

I know what happened last year, the cause for the drastic fall in my results, and i'm determined not to let that happen..ever. so friends forever we shall be? Enough of all the nonsense..it's really time to start anew. I know such promises often shatter if i try to fulfil them by myself..so i would really appreciate the help (you know who i'm referring to)

i'm really sorry ongand junhao, as much as i wanna go for the winning eleven competition, i just have this compulsion to focus on my studies first. and to shuangx, i promise i will get the survey done during the weekends k? cnc..thanks for everything throughout the years..

All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. I do recognise that play is essential, but there is a limit to everything, even with play. Where can playing get you in life? So what if you have the best scores or accounts in the virtual world? Do they accredit you with anything in real life? The temptation will always be there..but with determination it can be overcome..

With that said..JIN ZHE YOU'RE GOING DOWN!!! nah..this is healthy competiton rite?

And this last note goes out to all of 4P2..come on guys!! this is the final hurdle..lets get over it TOGETHER and prove it to the entire school that we are the best!! whatever problems or inquitities we may have with each other, let's cast them aside and help each other up. Let's strive to motivate and push each other to greater heights!! We can achieve, we SHALL achieve!!